Secret!

Would you like to hear a secret,
Something I'll bet you never knew,
A secret deep inside me,
I've been hiding it from you.

Do you see this smile,
So huge upon my face,
My eyes seem big and sparkling,
Everything seems in its place.

I'll bet you didn't know,
As I close my bedroom door,
There's something I've been hiding,
I let out as I fall to the floor.

You can't hear my silent sobs,
Or see my wounded soul,
You don't know the things I do,
When I don't have to be fake.

The secret I've been hiding,
The one that I hide best,
I never wanted you to worry,
O! Mother, I'm horribly depressed.

Oh! Love, you are a disaster!

Oh! Love.. you are a disaster..

Like an earthquake
you come along.

shakening the
brightest
feelings of my emotions.

Erupting
the volcanic magma
of my hidden
sensations.

Awakening
the tidal waves
that swirl my concentration.

and
as you are leaving..

Devastating the
natural beauty of
my existence with the sole
seismic activity of your presence.

Oh! Love.. you are a disaster!!

Words Unspoken!!

As the moon steals the suns' position,

Down on earth, I lead an expedition,

Searching for her day and night,

Whispering to myself, it is tonight,

Struck with hunger, nowhere to go,
I shall not fail; my love for you shall grow,
Just when everything seemed hopeless,
You find me and stare as if I'm helpless,

You reach out and take me away,
I'm just stunned, by this love you display,

I hope that I won't mess up now,

My love for you has grown, please just allow,

How could I be so blind before?
I look at you to realize my implore,

I'm not perfect, I've made mistakes,

I want you to love me, and stop my heartaches!

Miles apart yet so close....

Miles that separate

People that discriminate
Circumstances that kept us apart
And those people who broke our hearts

The feelings that I was scared to show
The ones that you always made known
The good times and the bad,
The happy and the sad

You never gave up even when I would
You never let go even though I said you should
You said you love me and I believe its true
And now I just need to say,
Baby I love you too

As the days went by I began to find
That this feeling inside was one I could no longer deny
You amaze me in every way
You continuously take my breath away

You know me better then I know myself
It's as if I'm a book,
That you have read inside and out
You know when I'm happy, and when I'm sad
You even know when the little things make me mad

Baby I don't know how you did it,
But you made me fall head over heals
And now I'm unable to get back up.

Eudaimonia!

Eudaimonia is a contented state of being happy, healthy
and prosperous from a Communial point of view.

No more, no more can I
Charge them with truths
They are only cascades of
Sandy vapours, ripping this
Wanton world.

I am not made of bricks,
Physical intertia is but a catalyst
While the throwing of my voice
And the bearing of my ideals,
Is but a dream.

But my dream is raped,
Bleached by the reality
of gaze-ridden brains.
Refusing to condensate
On my glass window panes.

And the mind slouches
In bottomless revelries.
What is it
This dream?
They ask, with eyes
So dreadfully empty
That I feel lost and
My heart drowns in sorrow.
What is it, my dream...?

It is but a pebble in a
Dirty ocean. It is but a wisp
Of wind, that lunges and leaps.
It is but a star that I hold ever-softly
Aloft. In the arms of my mind.

EUDAIMONIA! Eudaimonia is my dream!

And they withdraw, confused.
Or ask questions, trying my patience.
The minutes of my life will not be wasted;
In sane conversation, too plain and too uniform
To be productive.
I leave them.

And in my wake lies
Nothing but words,
Nothing... but words.

Ifs and Woulds....

If I knew then,
what I know now,
would my choices be the same?

If I knew when
what where and how
would i still play the game?

if i told you of my sin
to whom would i bow
and would i still be to blame?

so take my hand off of the pen now,
within me your wisdom please endow
standing here i can't believe how far i finally came

The Fallen Warrior

I don't belong here,not in this crowd.

I will not bow down to the one who wears the crown

for he is not my king

and I am not his slave

for I may walk the streets

and the glaces of strangers haunt me

there just burdens placed on my shoulders

for these gates of hell

cannot capture me lively

I am not bait

and this will not stall me

I do not belong here

I shall not stay

I am not great

nor am I worthless

I atleast think i have a purpose

those swords and armors

do not scare me

for I am fearless of your death threat

Do not try to deprive me of my freedom

for I will fight on my behalf

my knowledge and streng

this more powerful then your demands

I do not belong here

the day will come

it'll be my time to leave

until then I will be me.

Nothing is all i have....!! :)

As i walk into the darkness
where our love has brought us to,
I can still feel the pain that you have left me through;
the wounds that you've made,
have erased the happiness of my past

When my heart still belong's to you
and you as to mine i can hardly face the truth
that you and i do not belong
to each other's arms
but though still in my heart,
the only person living is you
the sweetness of yesterday
had changed into a bitter tomorrow

The smiles that makes me
had turned into tears that kills me
Your love has been the only treasure I owe
But now my precious treasure has been stolen
and nothing is all i have.... nothing is all I have....!!

Feelingz.... Will they ever Die???

As i walk into the darkness

where our love has brought us to,

I can still feel the pain that you have left me through;

the wounds that you've made,

have erased the happiness of my past

When my heart still belongs to you

i can hardly face the truth

that you and i do not belong

to each other's arms

but though still in my heart,

the only person living is you.

the sweetness of yesterday

had changed into a bitter tomorrow

The smiles that makes me

had turned into tears that kills me

Your love has been the only treasure I owe

But now my precious treasure has been stolen

and nothing is all i have....

Nothing is all I have...

Blah! sorry people no post for today...

Jus a lill' disturbed and down with life... Past hauntin me again.. lolz.. N FOR GOD'S SAKE SANS HELP ME TO GIVE A DECENT TITLE TO THIS .... THIS .... PAIN OF MINE.

sory guys.. I jus need some time.. A break rather... :)

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