Monday, October 5, 2009

Silence in my Chest

What is this feeling...
This silence in my chest
Such a cold emptiness
What have I become
When my heart no longer hurts,
loves, or bleeds
What am I? - without my steady beat
When everything is silent
And a numbness falls in place
I am really a human
without blood running through my veins?

It hurt so much to care
So I stopped the pain inside
My heart no longer screams
But I paid a very high price

Outside I seem fine
An average human being
But inside I've died
And this is only the beginning...