Friday, August 10, 2012

I have the spirit of the Phoenix

"You seek escape from pain. I seek the achievement of happiness. You exist for the sake of avoiding punishment. I exist for the sake of earning rewards. Threats will not make me function; fear is not my incentive. It is not death that I wish to avoid, but life that I wish to live."

Friday, April 20, 2012


Would you like to hear a secret,
Something I'll bet you never knew,
A secret deep inside me,
I've been hiding it from you.

Do you see this smile,
So huge upon my face,
My eyes seem big and sparkling,
Everything seems in its place.

I'll bet you didn't know,
As I close my bedroom door,
There's something I've been hiding,
I let out as I fall to the floor.

You can't hear my silent sobs,
Or see my wounded soul,
You don't know the things I do,
When I don't have to be fake.

The secret I've been hiding,
The one that I hide best,
I never wanted you to worry,
O! Mother, I'm horribly depressed.

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Living by the Moonlight

Draw me in with your crazy eyes
that gleam and sparkle
with the stars in the skies

And silver is your hair
with the luminous glow of the night

Oh! Beautiful you are
charming you seem
but with a dark gleam

You hold me in your embrace,
brush the hair from my face
and gently slide your hand down my cheek,
You kiss me sweetly on my lips
and whisper in my ear - 
"I love you."

oh! you take my breath away

Your eyes take me away
to see the milky ways
take me to your world
our love eternity
take me forever
I'm yours

Tell me some more
how much you care
give me all the sweetness I can drink

Sink your teeth into my neck
drain me, free me from this life
change me, so we can be
forever in this dream...
A dream living by the Moonlight!

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Oh! Love, you are a disaster!

Oh! Love.. you are a disaster..

Like an earthquake
you come along.

shakening the
feelings of my emotions.

the volcanic magma
of my hidden

the tidal waves
that swirl my concentration.

as you are leaving..

Devastating the
natural beauty of
my existence with the sole
seismic activity of your presence.

Oh! Love.. you are a disaster!!

Friday, September 2, 2011

Words Unspoken!!

As the moon steals the suns' position,

Down on earth, I lead an expedition,
Searching for her day and night,
Whispering to myself, it is tonight,
Struck with hunger, nowhere to go,
I shall not fail; my love for you shall grow,
Just when everything seemed hopeless,
You find me and stare as if I'm helpless,

You reach out and take me away,
I'm just stunned, by this love you display,
I hope that I won't mess up now,
My love for you has grown, please just allow,

How could I be so blind before?
I look at you to realize my implore,
I'm not perfect, I've made mistakes,
I want you to love me, and stop my heartaches!

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Miles apart yet so close....

Miles that separate
People that discriminate
Circumstances that kept us apart
And those people who broke our hearts

The feelings that I was scared to show
The ones that you always made known
The good times and the bad,
The happy and the sad

You never gave up even when I would
You never let go even though I said you should
You said you love me and I believe its true
And now I just need to say,
Baby I love you too

As the days went by I began to find
That this feeling inside was one I could no longer deny
You amaze me in every way
You continuously take my breath away

You know me better then I know myself
It's as if I'm a book,
That you have read inside and out
You know when I'm happy, and when I'm sad
You even know when the little things make me mad

Baby I don't know how you did it,
But you made me fall head over heals
And now I'm unable to get back up.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011


Eudaimonia is a contented state of being happy, healthy
and prosperous from a Communial point of view.
No more, no more can I
Charge them with truths
They are only cascades of
Sandy vapours, ripping this
Wanton world.

I am not made of bricks,
Physical intertia is but a catalyst
While the throwing of my voice
And the bearing of my ideals,
Is but a dream.

But my dream is raped,
Bleached by the reality
of gaze-ridden brains.
Refusing to condensate
On my glass window panes.

And the mind slouches
In bottomless revelries.
What is it
This dream?
They ask, with eyes
So dreadfully empty
That I feel lost and
My heart drowns in sorrow.
What is it, my dream...?

It is but a pebble in a
Dirty ocean. It is but a wisp
Of wind, that lunges and leaps.
It is but a star that I hold ever-softly
Aloft. In the arms of my mind.

EUDAIMONIA! Eudaimonia is my dream!

And they withdraw, confused.
Or ask questions, trying my patience.
The minutes of my life will not be wasted;
In sane conversation, too plain and too uniform
To be productive.
I leave them.

And in my wake lies
Nothing but words,

Nothing... but words.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Ifs and Woulds....

If I knew then,
what I know now,
would my choices be the same?

If I knew when
what where and how
would i still play the game?

if i told you of my sin
to whom would i bow
and would i still be to blame?

so take my hand off of the pen now,
within me your wisdom please endow
standing here i can't believe how far i finally came

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Walk a mile in my shoes!

Take a walk in my shoes
then you can judge me
before that time don't
try call me names..

names don't fear me
they are just words
of hatred that will
no longer matter to me.

I wish to just stop
the world and then
just then maybe
I wont be judged
because of the way
I look or the things I say.

Just one day take
a walk in my shoes.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Tao Te Ching - On Life!

At the center of your being you have the answer; you know who you are and you know what you want.

If you do not change direction, you may end up where you are heading.

Life is a series of natural and spontaneous changes. Don’t resist them – that only creates sorrow.

Let reality be reality. Let things flow naturally forward in whatever way they like.

Rejoice in the way things are.When you realize there is nothing lacking, the whole world belongs to you.

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

Kindness in words creates confidence.
Kindness in thinking creates profoundness.
Kindness in giving creates love.

Respond intelligently even to unintelligent treatment.

The words of truth are always paradoxical.

Truthful words are not beautiful; beautiful words are not truthful.
Good words are not persuasive; persuasive words are not good.
Nature does not hurry, yet everything is accomplished.